A sudden lancing pain
spreading out from that place,
body trying to adjust to the strain
while trying to find comfort in an embrace.
A dripping of blood
staining red the fabric that was once white,
as hearts continue to thud
trying to keep from crying in the night.
An explosion of fear
as you’re told to take a bow,
congratulations, my dear,
you’re a woman now.
How much do you have to give?
How much life do you have left to live?
Once there was a light in your eyes;
I have always known it to be a disguise.
One day the light went out.
One day it was replaced with doubt.
Each and every year,
the light is overrun by fear.
You used to carry love in your heart,
You used to feel like you could never fall apart.
Now you look up at the sky,
and you wonder if it would be better to just
I am done with this worthless fear,
these worries that the memory of me will fade;
I will no longer let myself be so afraid,
even if my path is utterly unclear.
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